my day went dead after my lunch time.. it's been a long time since i blow my top? Hmmm, duno why today i did not manage to control and just throw my temper and ended up too angry and cried... It's the first time (in ajtc) or a long long time since i blow my top and cried... I felt silly and useless.. scolded contractor but ended up crying myself.. haha.. gotta to buck up.. Feel so silly, why can't i just hold on a few more seconds, maybe i wont throw my temper..
Trying very hard to control my temper and changed it.. but after today, everything is like back to square 1.. argh.. nevertheless, i will continued to change..
Tired day...
Sorry to all today.