hey guys, sorry for not updating..

back from taiwan, stil sicked.

work??? still alright.. walk 1 day count 1 day... just dont like her working attitude. dont understand why sometime 1 cant be understanding and considerate. if she put in that small amount of effort and being recognised den maybe i can say she is luckly and have a good boss. no motivation to work. performance drop. drag myself to work. wondering how long i still can survive in this work. i am not perfect. admit that performance drop, complaint a lot(spo can complaint i cant no effect)... boss has a better po. in fact best po ba... good for him. i wont be worrying so much. put in so much effort, no result seen.. haix. ppl work fast just for 1 time, gt compliment... sometime wonder work so hard for what. put in so much effort as compare to the rest but those who put in a little effort can get compliments. work for 1 yr have not took any mc... some jus joined and take mc like drinking water... maybe i shall tired to take mc and off every now and then... i also will tried to be late and left office on time.. work so late for what.. a nice person is so hard to be... renuka go to amk worst.. last time still have some 1 to understand me.. now, once in a while den see her.. misses the past a lot... lucky still have suharti to joke with... haix haix haix....

friends?? happy to see donovan and the rest during CNY. missed them a lot. happy during the past working time. manage to meet tracy up for a short chat during CNY too.. she is the one. she know mi best. i can talk to her anything under the sun... no need to hide. guess she is the most understanding 1... =) thanks for being there for me all my friends.

life is short... try to stay happy every moment. no much expectation as there wont be deep disappointment. i dont dare to expect much too.

enjoy the chat with you during noon time. thank you for your acc. appreciate all your love and care.

good night all.

take care